Wednesday, December 21, 2011

niqabi vs musician

salam alaik & hye everyone..

today ZH nak tunaikan janji untuk update blog.
its been a long time i dont update any blog entry.
tonight, i'm going out with my lovely friend.
mei,iqa & amy.
alhamdulillah, i meet her (mei).
she also have the same passion like me> writer!
and she in the same course with me!
hua3..
happy sgt.

hari ni ada 1 kelas je.. english profieciency..
ada public speaking in group.
well, guess what..
my group is the best group. as the lecturer tell one whole class.
*ececeh.. bangga sikit (eh, silap> happy laaaa wehhhhhh)
we talk about abortion.
spontan je cakap. takda masa lah ZH nak type2 kat kartas... malas..................................................
:P
alhamdulillah.. everything went well.

hari ni jugak, kelas kami DMLT stud batch 12/11 amik gambar ramai2..
happy.
parents juga dtg ke unisel untk hantar barang & at the same time uruskan fees abang ZH yg sekali study kt unisel ni.
best, dpt hug umi, shake hand dgn fmily.. rinduu..tgn doranglah yg ZH rindu nak pegang..
alhamdulillah, dpt jugak pegang hr ni.. dpt lah kurangkan rindu2 tu...
tq Allah..
^_^


okeyyyyyyyyyyyy..
back to topic..
ZH hr ni tak mahu usik citer tentang novel.
but about niqabi vs musician.

ZH bukan gadis lulusan sekolah agama mahupun islamic private school.
ZH asal dr sekolah campur (boys like girls * :P) & sekolah ZH dulu asalnya main> music & english.
masa sekolah, i'm methodist school student...
seeeee........... wierd kan?
so, i'm not kanak2 dari maahad or even sekolah SMKA.

i have experience in playing music, be part of the family in school band and even play traditional instrument.
tak pernah masuk tarian, cuma music..
and i more to percussion instrument.
terkejut tak?
hua3...

well, boleh sembang lah dgn ZH kalau setakat nak tanya nak mula beat/rythm drumm tuuuuu..
setakat ajak jamming tu> alahaiiiii....
mls laaaaaa ckp....
pejam mata main.. *amboih! (=_=')
:)

ada few of my innocent friends keep asking me, why i'm different with other 'alim' people..
well, i guess...
i have few reason why i'm different.
1st, i dont want to be sterotype.
2nd, maybe their doing their dakwah with that way..mine? kena rock sikit> ikut flow budak2 muda.
3rd, Islam is the way of life. so, as what i understand Islam is the perfect one > so, there have a guide line for anything that we do..
4th, eh suka hati lahhhhh~ (hehe, jokes~)

agak2 u all lah..
kalau ZH guna method mcm ustaz2> mesti ada bdk2 ni  cakap> "what a lame"...
so, i'm teenager and so are they..
i have to used their way ,  attrack them to know themselve & to know their Creator.
its wrong, if i used diffrent method?

(eh, suka hati lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)
haha..

so, being part of new generation never stop me to deal with others..
eventough we are not same level of thinking or dress, or whatever je lah...
tapi, i have to get to know them 1st... & help them slowly..

apa kau ingat> dakwah tu> untuk org2 masjid je keeeeee?
memang takkkkk lah kannnnnn~
so, i have my own style to solve this...

ok fine.. banyak sgt cakap ni.
bye.
need rest today.

 (ya Allah, ampunkan lah dosa si dia atas sebab2 dia menyingung perasaanku meskipun dia sgt 'senget' bila mghadapi hidup2nya... berikan lah dia petunjuk-Mu...aku tak mampu nak deal ngn manusia cmtu)


Thursday, December 8, 2011

MTS = UNISEL

salam alaik..

hadiah special > best stud female.. dpt bola tenis.. thnks!

perkembangan terbaru tentang ZH?
yeza..yeza..yeza...
ZH baru je reg untuk pengajian di unisel sh.alam.
^_^
(tulisan kasi pink2 purple> excited la konon... hua3)
:Pyea.. finnally dah keluar dari 'azab' ciptaan fasilitator..
hehe..
(bunyi azab tu cam kejam jeeee... ganti dgn bunyi 'cobaaan' lah).sebab?
bagun jam 4 pg...
tido jam 12 tgh mlm...
tido less 4 hours...
bila dlm hall.. mata mcm melekat je..
mcm ada swing gums melekat antara kelopak mata...
(bakkkk angggg~)
:P
alhamdulillah, praise to Allah.. sepanjang umur 20 tahun hidup ni..
this is the BEST orentation week ever..
congrate to all who participate in the MTS (orentasi)...
you just make my day.. tq sweetheart,
??


mana pulak 'nickki minnaj' dlm orentasi ni.... kan?
its me.. aliah helmi..
*jgn nak ber-nickki minnaj sgt lah kannnn...
:P



credit to all fasilitator yg dah memeriahkan hidup kami..
since reg sabtu lps until khamis (12 tgh malam)...
for the first time, i have a good time in gathering..
perfect~
lot and lots of friend i have..
lovely friends....
gang> you make me sing like a bird , shine like the moon, and you did make me smile...
thanks...

kertas ucapan untuk fasi> ZH letak ape kat ruangan nama?
guess what.....
---->  MEMILIH ITU DISKRIMINASI. (pilih semuanya)....
:P


so, i decide to pick all of themmmm.....
*say cheese to camera!  :D


anyway, eventough wearing a niqab never stop me how to communicate with diffrent gander or even races..
i do have malay & indian friend... friend from sabah... muslim and also non muslims...
but adab & Islam's rules & regulations still my priority...
very big thank you to those who understand me..
understand my prinsip...
respect me..

paling lucu.......
almost all the girl ask me...
"sejak bila pakai purdah? kenapa nak pakai? tak panas ke? dah kawin ke? pakai sbb ada kecacatan ke?"
hadoi...  ZH nak guling2 dpn pintu guard unisel je.. :P
thnks for the ques dearie...
well, i guess i already answer all those ques..excpt part kawin..
i'm single. simple. easy.  (tunang xde,bakal suami xde... bf2 ni jgn mimpi laaa nak ada2 ni)
BELUM ADA JODOH LAGI BUAT MASA INI.
^_^

and perkara yg sweet...
bila pergi toilet...
smua mata ge-girls memerhati smbil snyum2 tngok kita...
dlm hati ZH ckp ape?
"you all bukan tgok CT nurhaliza, so jgn senyum2 laaaa... malu i...."

ada la yg ayat2 yg x pnh dgr..
"eh, mcm ayt2 cinta lah"
"comeiiiinyaaaaaaaaa"
"baru dapat tengok muka diaaaa/ZH"....
"eh, dia ada ______"

alhamdulillah.. praise to Allah... so, jgn amik2 pic tnpa kbenaran yeee.... nt ZH saman...
:P
ada jugak benda tak best bila ada yg trnmpk ZH buka niqab masa nak makan..
dia ckp.. " eh, tengok tuuu......cpt2 amik gmbr!"..
kurang seronoknya, ada 1 je..
ge-girls plk yg ckp cmtu..
sayang.. x mahu mcm tu tau.. kita x suka awk buat mcm tu..
not nice...


pengisian rohani juga sgt2 bagus..
mabruk2...
mabruk2.....
dpt mngisi jiwa2 kosongku ini...
special thanks buat kak long..
best join mini usrah Subuh & Maghrib bersama..
^_^

semua hebat..
orentasi pd tmpt pgajian dlu mse buat foundation pon tak se-baik ini...
tp orentasi di unisel> hebatttttttt...


terima kasih tidak terhingga kpd yg sudi menjaga sy & rakan2..
terima kasih kerana sudi memilih sy sbg pljr trbaik prempuan smasa orentasi. meskipun sy ni masih byk kekurangan.....
& pljr trbaik lelaki> Mr.InsyaAllah.. (i dont know his name.. my bad.. sorry 4 that)
tahniah kpd semua kumplan2 yg menang pd mjlis orentasi tu.. kalian hebat...


tarian ala2 arab, thai, kartoon elmo,wonder girls...
i'll do that kat rumah nt smpai me-lebam! (excesssssss)  :P
kwn2 sy suka tengok abang yg lead senaman tu.. dorang kata abang tu buat tarian arab> best!
-dorang kata. sy x kata apa2-
=.='



apesal kos yg ZH amik tu, sbjectnya best2 belaka?
alhamdulillah..
oh yes!
misi ke arah doktor forensik post mortem akan di kecap habis2an...
jaga hati,jaga iman ye..

fakulti biomedik & sains kesihatan ada dlm kurang lebih 25 stud shj.
yg 1 kos dgn ZH ada 9 org shj...
harap2 kami boleh jadi best buddies..
boleh study sama2, gahter sama2, ada event sama2...
insyaAllah.
target?
nak selesaikan amanah umi dan abi..
to be one of the dean list student.
insyaAllah.


P/S: kpd warga UNISEL yg baca blog ni.. thank you. mesti pelik dgn nama zeeshan heikal/ZH..
i'm part time writer. penulis novel. so, i used tht name as nama samaran.
^_^
:)

love u & never get tired,
ZH

with farah..
^_^

love you like a love song.
~_~*